Been a long time

It's been a long time again..
so many things running through my mind, so many problems.

I miss HTHTing with my friends! stressed over school work and don't even have the time to bulge our emotions out!

hmm...I've joined a lot of stuffs in hall. Sometimes I wonder, am I keeping myself too occupied? Do I still have time for me? But I do enjoy the things I do in hall. They keep me away from studies and let myself have some fun apart from the boring school work.

Another thing is my friend. Doesn't she know that as a roomie she's supposed to be responsible and considerate to tell me when she's going back home? I shouldn't have agreed in the first place when I know she's gonna be like that, staying for only 1 night per week. And she didn't even join hall camp! Which deprives me of knowing other people from other groups. Oh wells, I can't do anything about it. I'll treat this as a lesson to be learned to think twice before saying yes.

Can't stand it when it comes to this topic..makes my blood boil. shit.

I've learned some things about a guy friend of mine. Haix. NVM.

Tuning off! Org chem test on Thurs!!! GOD HELP ME!!!

HALL!!!

finally updating my almost dead blog again!!! :)

moving into hall tmrw I am soooo excited!

must bring lots of stuff and do clean ups!

wellllll.....had a really really great time with Bossa in camp last week!

I really miss Gmax!

I'm so sleepy now zzz...

Amber's coming next month! hopefully it won't turn green so soon.. LOL

Study comes first I hope I still rmb my jc stuff. Mind blockage for months liao.

sian

so many people against you.
hmmm...why do I ALWAYS choose the wrong person???

one sided :/

sigh..never mind. Life's gonna be better! Just don't talk to me when you see me online k?

Looking forward for spms camp next next week! can't wait to meet new friends!

Hopefully won't get sick after :)

Started the new job on Monday..hmmmm quite slack but it's really really boring having nobody to gossip with :) Can I even stand it? LOL nvm aja for 2 months!!!

miss ahma :(

I dreamed of ahma yesterday...

It's been a while since I last dreamed of her.

When I woke up, my pillow was full of tears.

I'm really tired today. Mostly due to lack of sleep...and stress!

I know college life will be tough and competitive.

But you don't need to keep reminding me everyday!

I have been doing my best and now you say that I disappoint you.

It's such a hurtful thing to say. I'm hurt. very much.

And know here you are blaming me for my attitude. Please, you all caused this.

You blame me for not asking you questions, but have u seen the hard work I've done in school? The extra time I take for consultations? I don't like asking you questions it's because you always teach me stuff that's not in my curriculum. You expect me to study more yet I don't have that great amount of free time.

My results are satisfactory yet you expect me to always be one of the top. You once told me that you were proud of me. Yet now you say ur disappointed. I don't know what's true and what's not anymore.

I need a life too. I'm 19, going 20. I have my own mind and I don't need someone to always tell me what to do. I'm not a kid anymore. Life in the Philippines had been much different from now. At least our bond is really close. But now, I don't know.

I know that along the way, I will face setbacks. But let me be the one to handle it. Don't blame me for every decision I make. Some advices will do, I'll appreciate that.

weird

I dunnow what to feel right now.

Going to hostel in a couple of weeks soon..hmm should I be happy?

Thinking of the work loads makes me stressed out already!

Really hope I can achieve my best.

hmm...been thinking these days whether to hint or not. Haven't come to a conclusion yet. So many things to decide. haha :)

Well, I hope you already know...really hope you do.

Work again tmrw..hopefully contract will end next week! earn more and spend more hahaha!

I will miss Beijing

Spent the last 6 days with my relatives in Beijing..

I miss them already :(

Had soooo much fun playing games..shopping..eating..and gathering!

We went to ktv on Friday after dinner. I love it!

It's really a great reunion to sing with them :]

Hope we will be back soon! I wanna do so much things!

Before Beijing, we went to Shanghai for a couple of days for the expo.

It was damn crowded...as in CROWDED.

While queueing, some people are just so uncivilised as to throw everything they eat on the floor! AND they even brought a whole watermelon and cucumber to eat! o.O bilib talaga ako sa kanila. It's so heavy pa.

Shanghai expo was a memorable experience..all the structures are so nice :) but we were only able to visit 6 pavilions in 2 days. LOL.

Manila trip was really really great too! Although I only spent 4 days there, it's worth it.

Now in dilemma...sigh...

CRAP

I've got no voice now :(

When I talk, I sounded like a guy!!!

took half day leave today..cannot tahan anymore!

ytd Vanessa gave me a super duper cute pig! I love it sooo much! :)

Thanks a million!!!

anyways..tmrw's gonna be my last day of work before I embark on a 2 weeks vacation!

Aja Sherry! tmrw must call at least 10!

hopefully my voice will be better...please make it better Lord...

I'm sooo excited to go back and meet my friends already!

miss them sooo much!

Okay

I'm officially going to NTU!

LOL

I still couldn't believe that I can make it into local unis haha..

It's been 5 years away from home :(

I miss my friends soooo much!

but then come to think of it,

I never regretted coming here :)

so emotional..hahaha no lah~

Gonna enjoy my weekend with lots of sleep and workout!

Too fat liao.

Gonna grow even more when I work in office, eating n eating nonstop everyday.

LOL

I WANT TO SLEEP!!!Big time!

I can just sleep a whole day now :D

well..that seems impossible..

Ytd went to celebrate Jiamin's bday! woosh!

She ♥s the present! so happy~~

The food..is ok but too oily which makes me wanna puke, though I still finished the whole thing muahahaha

Looking forward to the weekends! can sleep till 10!

Stop for here I wanna eat my dinner liao :)

PS: Pls open your eyes wider to notice me. LOL.

sigh..

I hate to be always told what to do.

I know the limits!

I'm not a kid anymore.

I need my own life.

Sigh...sometimes I just wish that I live alone.

I seriously need some peace and quiet.

CBC!

went to CBC tea party today~~~

saw some of my SA friends :) Shi Qi, Shing Yee! and FTP friend Hui Min :)

This morning I couldn't find the bus to ntu and was aimlessly walking around Boon Lay mrt station when a girl approached me. She was also looking for the bus lol..new found friend! and her name is Stephanie too! Coincidentally, when we found the ntu ppl, the student who led us the way is called Stephanie too o.o like soooo many stephanies in the world!

muahaha! I love the building! It's so new and the smell is so nice! LOL

But I nearly fell asleep during the talk cos I'm toooo tired. Woke up at 7am on a Sat morning o.o

hmmm..if nus still haven reply me I'll choose this. haha though I think I'll still choose cbc even if they did reply me :)

1 week break and start work again! I'm gonna enjoy all the time I have!

Mao's Last Dancer

I LOVE THE MOVIE!

It's sooo touching :)

Didn't regret watching it with mommy!

extended my contract for another week...

haha after that I'm gonna shop BIG TIME!

Lol

cool software!

Betty found a new software to make super cool pictures! Here are some of em :)

Thanks lots Bets!

Back to work tmrw!

Crazy Fri!

very diao

Jiamin! good friend of mine :)

Gang!

TGIF!:)

This morning I took e train to work and there's this auntie who keeps singing opera inside the train!

Even though I had my earphones on, I can still hear her. DAMN LOUD.

Everyone was like turning their heads towards her...but she don't care! haha

so funny.

I've worked for a whole week already...and need some rest!

Gang went to Fish n Co for dinner today!!!

so happy...after a week's work...finally can eat some good food yeys!

Then went to Park Mall n outside dunnow where to take crazy pics...

snapped like 100 or 200 over..but deleted A LOT.

I took the whole journey to home deleting pic!!!

All the picturs are on fb..lazy to post here. I'll just post pictures I really liked.

TOTALLY ROCKS!

next time again gurls! :)

NTU!

OMG!!! I just got the letter by NTU!

accepted to chem & biochem :)

I just hope NUS replies me as well!

My stress are all gone in a sec..

Wish my friends all get in as well so we can be together muahaha!

Toodles~~end for now :)

COOL COOL SUNDAY :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GREATEST MOM IN THE WORLD :)

went to eat at Trader's..

They're having this promotion where ur bday age=% discount.

cool right!

I saw on the newspaper last time a granny celebrated her 102th bday!

The buffet was totally free with 2% rebate some more!!!

wish I could live up till that day...

anyways...

I am super uber stuffed right now.

This morning I was still having second thoughts on whether to go anot.

But still...couldn't resist the temptation of the fondue! LOL

We left Bonkers alone at home today..

sad right couldn't eat with us :(

When we came home he was sooo excited that he weed on the floor..

But we still ♥ him

Here are super cute pictures that I took of him! MOST OF THEM R LAZY SHOTS..

Bonky sleeps at every part of the house.

He loves tennis balls :)

Giving me the "what r u looking at?" look.

I think I'm obsessed with him. Am I? LOL.

First Post

hellos :) I've got a blog at multiply before but it's totally stagnant now..lazy kasi eh!

Nvm I shall try to persevere this time!!

Anyways...

Life is totally slacking these days...

But next week I'm gonna have a week job at DP again! yeys!

I've got lots of things running through my mind right now...like..

BONKERS!

He's our neighbour's dog..staying with us for a couple of weeks since they went overseas...

SUPER CUTE RIGHT! :)

♥ HIM MUCH!

I just couldn't stand his eyes! I've tried to take us a couple of pictures but he just keeps on moving...try again next time!

Going to ShangriLa tmrw for my mommy's bday! I need a diet. But now I don't care.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! LOVE YOU!

more to come...soon...